Pagi Raya

It's 4.30 in the morning and I couldn't sleep. I thought I should write something.

I just got back from the United States two days ago. I was glad to finally see my family after all these years. It was nice feeling at first, but I started to miss my life back in the US. I missed my friends, the garage house, the car, and freedom that I had there. Out all of these things, these people, I really missed YOU the most. Let's give you a name, Guapa. I tried to keep myself busy and not to think about this, but it was helpless. 

I regret so much of what had happened that day. I cringe myself to think of my action, that I wish it didn't happen. 

I hope you are doing great.