I can't do it anymore

Hey, I don't think I can't do it anymore. I don't think I will able to distance myself from you anymore. In few weeks, I'll send you a text like this:

"Hey, how are you doing? It has been quite a while since we had our last conversation. Honestly, I don't think I'll be able to keep this any longer. You know, I regret everything that I've done that day. Like seriously, it was miserable. You know I like to share something with you, but when I couldn't do that, it was the worst feeling ever. Everything went so fast that time from I thought we could have a relationship to just be friends. The transition wasn't that smooth that caused we to have different expectations. Now, I know your expectations and I'm ready to have the same expectations. I was wrong for calling you out. I'm so sorry for creeping you and your sister. I realize, I don't have to text you all the time to show that I like and care about you. We are so far away from now and I don't want we to forget each other. If you want, we could pick up where we left off or start all over again. It's really up to you. If you need more time, take as much time you want and let me know when you are ready. I